Hi everyone. I've been kind of down in the dumps for the past twenty-four hours, and work was shitty today. My friend is obsessing over the fact that she may loose her job because of three bitches who act like they own the place, and won't listen to reason. :shakeshead: It's quite sad to see her reduced to that, though she's also going through some tragic family stuff too, and we all want to put her ex-step-father into an eternal sleep.

Scream-o music is soothing to me today. I've been listening to I Wrestled A Bear, Once; Arch Enemy, Phantasmagoria, Dir en Grey, Kittie, Otep, Eyes Set to Kill, and In This Moment. If you have any more bands that are loud, take-the-numbness-away thrash, please don't hesitate to let me know, okay?? You can only google so much lol

I first heard I Wrestled A Bear, Once just this morning for the first time, and I found that I fell in love with it. No one else but my friend driving and I liked it so it was turned off after the song 'Taste Like Kevin Bacon' which is quite the awesome title, but while I was listening to it, I found that it calmed me down a lot. Like it was stroking my soul and telling me everything was going to be okay today. I won't lie, that sounds weird, but I've been feeling anxious and depressed for the last few days, except for the occasional hyper-ness that would pass through, so this feeling, was good.

When I got into work today, I dreaded it because, I looked like crap, I wasn't up to par to keep people's noses out of the backstage, and was pretty lethargic throughout the whole two, yes two, back-to-back showings of 'Sesame St. Live'. Plus, I had a huge headache from all the drama where two supervisors, who think they're hot shit, were trying to tell everyone how to do their jobs and trying to piss off my friend and get her fired. Hell no. I'm not about to let that happen, and I am in such a mood, that I wish to tell them to fuck off and mind their own. They were getting pissy because three of us were standing and talking together, like friends do, and saying we were talking shit (which we were, don't get me wrong), but for them to say that they don't like us talking together, is total shit, because they talk to each other about all of us in one whole giant clusterfuck of females. Dude, how old are we?

There's a relationship going on at work where it's one of the bosses and a coworker, and everyone knows about it, but I guess we can't talk about it. I'm sorry. Apparently in this day and age, to want to be a roamer with a radio and get everything handed to you on a fucking platter, you must suck cock to be able to qualify. Fuck that in the ear! What gives them a right to be inside the work place? You want to be a "couple" outside of work, go for it. But do not flaunt it in the work zone where no one can talk about it.

I'm usually not this vulgar. I don't like saying cock or cunt, but in this case, I believe it applies. That stupid bitch, and all her little friends, are about to get smacked across the floor, and no one's going to be able to do a thing about it. It's bullshit to me that we have to put up with them in the first place. And for them to step to their own supervisor, and my boss's WIFE, trying to tell her what to do, is total shit. They need to be smacked hard.

Sorry about the rant, I'm just blowing off some steam to someone, or something who will listen.